Limbo
I didn’t know if and when I was going to write another blog post. Every time I write one is usually after I have a breakdown, it has become cathartic for me to write. I had a good cry today and felt like I had to get some thoughts out. I recently turned 26. That birthday for a lot of people these days means no more insurance under your parents. And for a self employed person like me, means cheap shitty insurance. For now. Now that my insurance is up, I am no longer under the care of Dr. Check. No more blood draws every week (HALLELUJAH) and no more ultra sounds. While it feels like such a relief to not have to worry about that anymore, I do feel like I am in somewhat of a limbo. It feels good to take a break from everything. But then I start to feel like I’m not doing ENOUGH. What am I doing now? Am I being proactive in my fertility journey? Am I just at a plateau? I notice a lot of women in my fertility support groups have completely changed their lifestyle. They rid their h
